w t f

everyone place their chin in their hand.

now think of something really fucked up that's happened to you lately

now just think w t f

it'll make you laugh

Porn .... Oh My

So I will be the first one to admit that I do take pleasure in watching the occasional naughty flick and it was such that boggled me as to what I saw. There is this kid who is of relative good looks nothing spectacular. On the little intro video to his site you see him doing various guys in various positions and so on so forth. On the same token he also has a "diary" of his daily activities. On one such clip he shows us a shirt that is bought for him by one of his "daddies". He then shows you the price tag of this shirt and it's a little over $200 which he then says oh what could I have done to deserve this. Of course right after this statement you see him being "handled" by an older gentleman. Near the end he makes a statement along the lines of "just another day in the life of a porn porker". It just hit me at that moment. We live in a society where people will do anything to make a dollar. Will lower themselves just so they can have a $200 dollar shirt for no more work than just lying on their back and letting someone violate them. I agree sex is fun and I really don't have anything against porn stars or their business. To see some kid that can be no older than 22 or 23 having sex with people just because he doesn't want to apply himself and work hard to make that green piece of paper most of us want so much. It sort of makes me yearn for the days when it was taboo and just talking about it made you dirty. Then on the other hand maybe he has the right idea. So many work so hard and strive for a piece of paper that runs the world and all he has to do is "have fun" to live a life many sacrifice so much to obtain. One can only imagine what is down the road for our society. It's on hyper drive since the 60's and does not seem to be slowing down.

Shame .. Shame : On Family Guy

I just saw on youtube that Family Guy sold out to Windows and has done some promotions for them. That really brings my opinion of the show down. It was the only one that really seemed like it wouldn't go commercial ... at least not for real.

December Playlist

So this is what I'm currently listening to for the most part.

1. All Along The Watchtower
2. Purple Haze                      
3. Fire                                  

1. Mercedes Benz           
   
2. Cry Baby                   
   
3. Piece of my Heart       
   
4. Ball & Chain               
   
5. Me and Bobby McGee  
   
6. Summertime                

1. Dream On

1. Another Brick in the Wall (Full)
2. Hey You                                  

1. Babe I'm Gonna Leave You

1. Son of A Preacher Man

1. Dream Weaver

1. I Can't Stand The Rain
   

death = tragic

so for the first time in my life i am suffering trhough the pain of having someone that i knew and was once close to die. i just found out not even a few hours ago that a hurting soul that i knew from days gone by has passed. she was a beautiful person who had alot that she was going through. unfortunately she just wasn't strong enough to deal with it all. my heart is breaking for her and her family. i know what a wonderful person there was underneath it all. she was so strong but just not strong enough to overcome it. she touched everyone that she came in contact with and that she extended the word friend to. all of our lives will be more empty without her in them.